Story Of Life

                          Obsessive Compulsive Disorder

Self-sabotaging thoughts come to the mind in an irresistible manner, unwillingly. Destroying a healthy mind setup, it pushes towards, one's own end. Though he is conscious about it, can do virtually nothing effective...others think of it as a trivial issue, leaving it to himself. Thus he is kept at the hand of unknown evil. So is he a psycho? Mentally challenged? From where he has developed this weird thinking disorder?

     Probably the gift of the unjustified behavioral effects received at some point of time in past. Still he tries endlessly but seems he can never beat this devil.Meanwhile lots of evaluations, social events take place...just to undermine the performance...But he never disbelieves the power of hope...so he tries the hardest to look beyond & to balance all the petty events of his meaningless life.

Beautiful lines, as i came across..

""He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much; who has enjoyed the trust of pure women, the respect of intelligent men, and the love of little children; who has filled his niche and accomplished his task; who has left the world better than he found it, whether by an improved poppy, a perfect poem, or a rescued soul; who has never lacked appreciation of earth’s beauty or failed to express it; who has always looked for the best in others and given them the best he had; whose life was an inspiration; whose memory is a benediction."

Though these lines are reproduced, it bears an amazing inherent feel which made me wonder over them for a few moments & decided they can easily take up a post in my space..